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<CheeryCherry>

[isawallflower]

jesus


Sorry, I mean

I'm sorry.
That's horrible. I think anyone would've reacted like you did, in that position.

<BlueBlur69>

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yeah it was high octane nightmare fuel

i wasnt able to bring myself to feed again after that. i just. couldnt. i froze up =( i think its called ptsd???

i gues si was jst sort of hoping that i would hang out in the cube unti l i starved then mayeb not wake up here again

<CheeryCherry> cw: suicidal stuff

[isawallflower]

[ There's a pause. ]

You wanted to die?


Sonic you can't ever do that again
okay?

<BlueBlur69> cw: unaliving

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[oh oops right CW important!!]

its not that I wanted to DIE

i just

idnt want

to be alive

here

anymore




its diffeent

<CheeryCherry> cw: suicide

[isawallflower]

I know


I mean I know what that feels like.

I know.

But you can't give into that again. For your sake too.

<BlueBlur69> cw: suicide

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i kow i know

im not gonna let it happen again. now that i know tis plaec wont een let me starve to death and maybe go back to the sea ostars on my own terms. T_T

<CheeryCherry> cw: suicide

[isawallflower]

No one can choose that, unfortunately. Either when to go, or if they could return.

You have to keep yourself safe, okay?
I know everyone says we're immortal here but we're not.

We're really not.
It'll cost you, if you die.

<BlueBlur69> cw: suicide

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mmm love it love having every single bit of my choice taken away from me its super cool and fun and cool having zero automony is the next big thing everyone on insta will NOT shut up about it

memories right? our memorys start slipping away?

<CheeryCherry>

[isawallflower]

I'm sorry.
I'm really really sorry.
I wish I could tell you something else.

Yeah. It's memories. Sometimes it's just enough to know you're missing something but still have enough to wonder.

<BlueBlur69>

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god

i hate it here

<CheeryCherry>

[isawallflower]

I know.

[ Riley wishes she could say the same. It would make everything so much easier. ]

I'm sorry, Sonic.
But if you ever need help trying to hold on please reach out. It doesn't have to be me. But it has to be someone.

<BlueBlur69>

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ill do my best

thanks riley